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If you wake up to your baby crying at 3:00 AM and feel a sudden surge of irritation, it does not mean your character is flawed. If you go for more than two months without getting a full night's sleep until morning, serotonin production in your brain grinds to a halt. Right after childbirth, men also experience a drop in testosterone and a spike in cortisol, the stress hormone. Your biological defense mechanisms kick in while your body is completely shattered.
Yet, society demands silence simply because you are a father. If you say it is hard, you are treated like a strange person, and you hold your breath at home like a sinner out of concern for your wife's eyes. This sense of isolation eventually breaks a person. Paternal postpartum depression does not manifest as tears, but rather as anger over trivial matters, speeding, alcohol dependency, or unexplained muscle aches. Keeping it in is not a solution.
The very first thing you need to do is check your condition with numbers and clearly show your brain the fact that "I am not going crazy, I am just sleep-deprived."
Open your smartphone notes app and record for just three days:
When your sleep time drops below 5 hours and your emotional score plummets to 3 or lower on days you woke up three or more times at night, it becomes visibly clear. You need to see the evidence for yourself—that this is not due to a weak mentality, but rather biological conditions that are impossible to endure—so you can shake off vague self-blame.
Most parenting conflicts start with mutual blame. When you get into a fight over middle-of-the-night feeding and snap, "Why are you only looking at your phone?", it leads to nothing but a fight. Instead, just state your observations and feelings. "While I was soothing the baby, you were looking at your smartphone, and it made me feel so lonely, like I was left all alone." You have to put your feelings out there as they are so the other person lowers their defense mechanism and listens.
Once the baby falls asleep, put your smartphone in another room and run a conversation routine for just 10 minutes. Cut out all talk about the baby or how much housework you did today, and focus solely on each other's condition.
For 5 minutes, without criticism from the wife, the husband talks about the emotions he felt today and his emotional score. For the next 5 minutes, the husband shuts his mouth and listens to the wife's story. Simply confirming each other's exhausted state without assigning blame makes the loneliness of fighting alone fade away significantly.
On weekends, forcibly wedge 4 consecutive hours of personal rest time into your weekend schedule.
| Time Slot | Saturday | Sunday |
|---|---|---|
| 09:00 ~ 13:00 (4 hours) | Wife's exclusive rest (Dad takes full charge of childcare) | Dad's exclusive rest (Mom takes full charge of childcare) |
| 13:00 ~ 18:00 | Co-parenting and meals | Co-parenting and meals |
Taking turns to completely step away from the childcare scene for 4 hours to secure alone time is how you replenish the energy to endure the workweek.
If it is difficult to confide your parenting struggles to acquaintances, use an anonymous safety net. If you go to places like the Naver cafe "100 Fathers Club," you can join without exposing your identity and leave your parenting worries. Just reading the comments left by dads in similar situations brings back the sensation that you are not alone.
If knocking on a hospital door feels daunting, you can utilize government non-face-to-face counseling systems step by step:
Pediatrician Donald Winnicott said to become a "Good-Enough Parent" instead of a "perfect parent." What a child needs is not an AI-like parent who handles everything perfectly. An honest dad who tries to regain his energy even when he makes mistakes and gets tired is more than enough. So tonight, stop blaming yourself and take care of your sleep first.
