This Type of Childhood Trauma Doesn't Go Away - Erica Komisar

CChris Williamson
Mental HealthParentingMarriage

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00:00:00- You talk about divorce as something that children
00:00:03experience almost like a death in the family.
00:00:06What's being lost psychologically?
00:00:08- So when we have, again,
00:00:14another politically incorrect thing
00:00:15or maybe politically correct thing to say,
00:00:17it's better to have two parents.
00:00:20It's better to have a mother and father
00:00:22because they serve different functions.
00:00:24But as they say in the UK,
00:00:27better to have an heir and a spare, right?
00:00:29So the idea that you have two parents means
00:00:31that if you lose one, you have another.
00:00:33But the concept is when you have a nuclear family,
00:00:37when you have two parents,
00:00:39you're under the illusion that it's a safe nest,
00:00:42that it is a safe, stable environment in which to grow up.
00:00:46And that stability provides you
00:00:49with the emotional security you need
00:00:50to develop in a healthy way.
00:00:53When that sense, that illusion,
00:00:55you know, there is an illusion
00:00:57because there's no permanence in life, right?
00:00:59I mean, your parents could die.
00:01:01They could get sick.
00:01:02They could, you know, get hit by a bus.
00:01:05You know, I mean, there's no permanence,
00:01:06but we're born with a sort of a need
00:01:08for that illusion of permanence.
00:01:10And in fact, people with very healthy defenses,
00:01:13me included, with everything that's going on in the world,
00:01:16as you know, which could be crazy making,
00:01:20I, my defense has helped me not to obsess over it
00:01:24or focus on it because I can stay optimistic
00:01:27my resilience allows me to cope
00:01:30with the adversity of the world.
00:01:32It's like having shock absorbers, right?
00:01:35And so it's that sense of stability and permanence.
00:01:40When you divorce, that permanence is,
00:01:44the children are disillusioned in a way before they're ready.
00:01:49I always say every child is born
00:01:52with the need for a sense of omnipotence in their parents.
00:01:56They need to believe their parents are perfect.
00:01:59They can do anything.
00:02:00They'll protect them.
00:02:02They're, yeah, and so I always tell this story.
00:02:06My husband, when he was a little boy,
00:02:08his father always drove, was more traditional.
00:02:10His mother never drove when the father was in the car.
00:02:12And he would sit in the back and he said,
00:02:15"I always felt like my father knew every road
00:02:18"on every map in the whole world."
00:02:22That's what childhood is,
00:02:24is a sense of feeling protected
00:02:26and as if your parents are bigger
00:02:28and bigger than life characters.
00:02:31When they divorce, you see the imperfections of your parents
00:02:34and you start to see them as human before you're ready,
00:02:37but also the impermanence of relationships
00:02:39and the lack of trust, right?
00:02:42So then you no longer necessarily trust
00:02:45in the permanence of those connections,
00:02:47of those romantic connections.
00:02:48So, you know, many kids from divorce have trouble
00:02:55trusting in the permanence of marriage
00:02:57and connections later on, not all.
00:03:01So the reason I wrote this book is how do you help them
00:03:06the way you talk to them, the way you treat each other,
00:03:09the way you care about each other as a divorced couple,
00:03:12the way you work together and collaborate
00:03:14and cooperate and communicate?
00:03:16That's going to determine, you know,
00:03:19that you can put them first and sacrifice your desires
00:03:23and needs for fairness and put them first.
00:03:26All of that is going to dictate whether that child
00:03:29in the future can see relationships as trustworthy.
00:03:34- Isn't it crazy the idea of fairness
00:03:38that that needs to be put to one side,
00:03:40that there is something unfair to the parents
00:03:42that is adaptive for the kid, that's good for them,
00:03:44that's good for their upbringing.
00:03:46I think a lot of children blame themselves
00:03:49for their parents' divorces.
00:03:51Why do you think that's such a common pattern?
00:03:53- It's magical thinking.
00:03:54So children who are very young,
00:03:57there's a great commercial on television,
00:04:00a little boy is in a Darth Vader outfit
00:04:03and he's got a wand or whatever it's called, a lightsaber.
00:04:08And he has- - Fucking wand.
00:04:10- Yeah. (laughing)
00:04:12A lightsaber.
00:04:14- Darth Vader going, "Expelliarmus."
00:04:15(laughing)
00:04:17- A lightsaber.
00:04:18And he flashes it towards his car,
00:04:20the family car and the father is behind
00:04:24with the remote control and the father presses it.
00:04:28And the little boy goes, "Oh my God,
00:04:30"I turned it off in my lightsaber."
00:04:33That's magical thinking.
00:04:34Magical thinking is something children have
00:04:37when they're very little and they outgrow,
00:04:39which is the belief that they are
00:04:40the center of the universe.
00:04:42It's a good thing.
00:04:43We're born if our parents focus on us
00:04:47as if we are the center of the universe,
00:04:52then we believe that we are the center of the universe
00:04:54and that gives us a sense of steadiness
00:04:57and stability and security from which to develop.
00:05:00We outgrow magical thinking where we feel
00:05:03we're in control of everything,
00:05:05but it helps us to feel secure when we're little.
00:05:08So if something bad happens to our parents
00:05:12when we're angry at them,
00:05:13like if your father or mother get into a car accident
00:05:16and die, let's say, when you are really angry at them
00:05:20because they didn't give you that toy
00:05:22or when you have terrible fantasies and thoughts as a child
00:05:25that you wish they would die,
00:05:27which aren't so terrible, they're just fantasies,
00:05:30and that parent actually does die,
00:05:32that child then feels responsible for that death.
00:05:34That's magical thinking.
00:05:36So basically they believe they control what's around them.
00:05:40So it's very common for children to believe
00:05:43that they are responsible for the breakup of their parents.
00:05:46And so that's one of the things in the book
00:05:48that I talk about.
00:05:49How do you talk to children
00:05:50so you disavow them of those illusions,
00:05:54that they are not responsible,
00:05:56that you will always love them?
00:05:59Because again, that destruction of that sense of permanence
00:06:04in a relationship and that breaking of trust,
00:06:07children can easily understand parents' breakup
00:06:11as something parents could do
00:06:12if parents can leave one another,
00:06:15then can't they leave them as well?
00:06:18And so there's a lot of things that parents need to consider
00:06:21when they talk to their children.
00:06:23And there is a way to talk to children about a divorce.
00:06:26- Is there a sense as well,
00:06:28like how a lot of attachment wounds from early childhood
00:06:30get replayed in adult relationships,
00:06:33that if I can redeem myself in this situation,
00:06:36I will fix the wound that existed before
00:06:38that sort of classic Luke?
00:06:39Is there something similar to that going on
00:06:41with the magical thinking from the kids
00:06:44that if I caused it, I can fix it?
00:06:47This line that I wrote in an essay a couple of weeks ago,
00:06:50which was if as a child you're taught
00:06:54that you need to work hard to be loved,
00:06:56if you don't feel loved, you just need to work harder.
00:07:00And it kind of feels a little bit similar to that.
00:07:03- Yeah, absolutely.
00:07:04I mean, again, I think it's very important, I'll say this,
00:07:08that if you're going through a divorce,
00:07:11that you get support.
00:07:13And I'm not gonna be one of those therapists
00:07:15who says like, "Everybody needs therapy."
00:07:17Not everybody needs therapy, but a lot of people do,
00:07:20particularly if they're going through life transitions
00:07:23or traumas or, you know.
00:07:26And so if you think about divorce is a trauma for everyone,
00:07:29for parents, for children.
00:07:31And so parents need support.
00:07:34One of the main reasons they need support
00:07:36is so they don't leak all over their children.
00:07:38'Cause it's very common for parents
00:07:40to overshare their pain with their children.
00:07:43To leak all over their children.
00:07:45- Treating the kid, the kid of the separation
00:07:48as the therapist for the separation.
00:07:52- Yes, and also just as a container dumping into them
00:07:56about, you know, either oversharing about their loneliness
00:08:00or their pain or their sex lives or...
00:08:05So basically parents need therapy so they can raise children
00:08:10without burdening those children.
00:08:13Children need therapy because they can't always go
00:08:17to their parents and tell them what they're feeling
00:08:19and thinking because they might feel uncomfortable.
00:08:22And so they need a safe space that isn't either parent
00:08:27to bring their feelings.
00:08:30That doesn't mean that parents aren't also safe spaces,
00:08:33but children need to have therapy to make sure
00:08:37that you're addressing these conflicts
00:08:38and these traumas early on.
00:08:40So as you say, they don't carry them into adolescence
00:08:43and young adulthood and adulthood.
00:08:45- What are the typical stages that children go through
00:08:47emotionally during a divorce?
00:08:49- It's the same stage as any mourning process.
00:08:53Think of it as grief.
00:08:55They go through the same Kübler-Ross.
00:08:57How we say grief is grief, mourning is mourning.
00:09:01It's a death and so when someone dies,
00:09:03you go through the disbelief and you go through the sadness
00:09:07and you go through the anger
00:09:09and you go through the acceptance.
00:09:11And the problem is if your child gets stuck
00:09:15or if you as a parent, as an adult,
00:09:18while you're going through a divorce, gets stuck.
00:09:20I've had patients who've gotten stuck for a decade in grief,
00:09:25meaning they get stuck in anger
00:09:27or they get stuck in sadness and despair,
00:09:31where they can't, you're meant to move through grief.
00:09:34So I'm Jewish, so we say, you know, mourning is a year.
00:09:37You know, from the moment someone dies,
00:09:41we don't unveil the stone.
00:09:43We don't take a cloth off the stone.
00:09:44We don't put the stone up actually for a year.
00:09:47So it's a year, but we have a year
00:09:50to go through the process, right?
00:09:52But then we're meant to unveil the stone
00:09:54and move on with life.
00:09:56What's happening is that people are holding on.
00:09:59They're getting stuck,
00:10:00almost like a scratch in an old LP record.
00:10:02They're getting stuck at certain stages
00:10:05of the grief and mourning process.
00:10:07And they'll either get stuck in the depression
00:10:10or the disbelief or the anger,
00:10:12but many don't get to the acceptance stage.
00:10:15And children also aren't getting to the acceptance stage.
00:10:18They're getting sort of stuck
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Key Takeaway

Divorce inflicts a trauma comparable to death by shattering a child's foundational need for parental omnipotence and permanent stability, requiring parents to suppress personal grievances to maintain the child's capacity for future trust.

Highlights

Divorce functions as a psychological death for children by destroying the essential illusion of a safe and permanent nest.

Children are born with a need for magical thinking which leads them to believe they are the center of the universe and responsible for their parents' separation.

The mourning process for a divorce typically mirrors the Kübler-Ross stages of grief including disbelief, sadness, anger, and acceptance.

Parents must prioritize collaborative communication and sacrifice their own needs for fairness to ensure children develop future trust in relationships.

Therapy prevents parents from oversharing personal pain or using their children as emotional containers for loneliness and sex lives.

Timeline

The loss of the safe nest and parental omnipotence

  • A nuclear family provides an illusion of permanence that acts as an emotional shock absorber for children.
  • Children possess an innate need to view their parents as omnipotent and perfect protectors to feel secure.
  • Early exposure to parental imperfection and relationship impermanence damages a child's ability to trust romantic connections in adulthood.

The stability of having two parents serves as a psychological safety net. When this structure dissolves, children are forced into disillusionment before they have developed the resilience to handle the reality of human fallibility. Maintaining a collaborative relationship post-divorce is the primary factor in determining if a child can view future relationships as trustworthy.

Magical thinking and the burden of responsibility

  • Magical thinking is a developmental stage where children believe they control the events and people around them.
  • Young children often conclude they are the cause of a divorce because they view themselves as the center of the universe.
  • Internalized guilt leads to a belief that one must work harder or perform better to earn love.

Children use magical thinking to feel steady and secure, often believing their private fantasies or anger can manifest real-world consequences like accidents or breakups. Parents must explicitly disavow children of these illusions by affirming they are not responsible for the separation. Failure to address this can result in an adult pattern of overworking to fix emotional wounds or redeem oneself in relationships.

Emotional containment and the stages of grief

  • Therapy for parents prevents the 'leaking' of adult pain, loneliness, and sexual details onto children.
  • Divorce initiates a mourning process involving disbelief, sadness, anger, and finally acceptance.
  • Getting stuck in the anger or despair stage of grief for years prevents both parents and children from moving forward.

Parents often inadvertently treat their children as therapists or emotional containers, which burdens the child with adult traumas. Professional support allows parents to process their own grief privately so the child has a safe space to express their own feelings. While tradition often marks a year for mourning, many individuals experience a 'scratch in the record' that keeps them trapped in the anger or depression phases of the divorce process.

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